I'm trying so hard to hold back the tears and pretend that I don't care.. But it's so hard to do.. but thanks god i opened my tumblr and found this quotes: "sometimes people have to cry out all the tears to make room for a heart full of smiles" it's so true! Last hour ago, I was crying… and my tears couldn’t stop falling. I said to my self, maybe with this can make me feeling better. So I let my tears fall .. until then, they’re tired to fall.. and the sad time is over! I opened my twitter, and get some mentions from my friends  said that I must be patient, there’s still times to reach your dream, and many more and it really helped me. Thanks dear J

Yang harus saya lakukan sekarang adalah menyembuhkan mata yang bengkak ini.. supaya besoknya nggak ketahuan sama papa-mama kalo sudah menangis semalam.. - -‘