we're both wrong.

hi!it's about 2 am here. i just want to share what i feel tonight. maybe with this i can get my beauty sleep..

I’m feeling like 13years old girl, who is angry to her mom from yesterday and I don’t want to talk to her until …. I don’t know how long I don’t want to talk to her.. and about my dad? Zzz.. he treat me really like 13 years old girl. He called me this evening when I just arrived at my home and asks me what food I want to eat? He wants to buy some my favorite food. i said nothing. I know he try to find my attention so therefore I can’t forget what my mom did to me, But honestly what he did to me, always touched my heart. It just so sweet when your dad try to make you smile with some silly way..But I really didn’t care what he did/wanna do for a while.

I don’t know why my mom acts (lately) like an adult maybe? I don’t know what I should call it, she just become more talk active and lot of wants than me. And I’ve had enough! I’m very angry with my mom. But I buried it with my self. I just lock my self at my room and didn’t want to get any dinner,breakfast, or something like that. And for this time, I can’t forget what she did and what she said. I know I was wrong. But she also wrong. We’re both wrong. I did it all (silent in my room), because I want to make my mom realize that she makes me really disappointed. I was crying. Until now, my tears just cant stop falling. So, she won’t repeat her bad anymore..

I know.. my mom also feels hurt because her daughter is too presumptuous. I’m sorry mom. Yeah, I’m feeling guilty. However her, she is my mom and I love her so much. but something from her kept us in constant conflict mouth. L and I really don’t know how can I fixed this all.. I don’t know what I must do tomorrow.. the day after tomorrow.. and the next day.. I just hope that my mom never treated me like that again. And so am i.. I love you mom.. Really love you. Hopefully we can get through it all..